Sunday, August 06, 2006

When I just couldn't sleep ...

Tonight (or last night) was the first night after coming to MDI when I just couldn't sleep !

Mainly 3 things on my mind...
1. Work
2. RA
3. (has to remain undisclosed due to the varied readership of this blog)

First I just kept planning what all I have to do over the next few days. How I have to plan my work. blah blah blah
Then I just couldn't get those tanks and those damn ore trucks out of my mind. That's the problem with playing an RTS ... there are so many possibilites that u just keep exploring ... just keep planning engineer rushes or tanya attacks or just keep building TANKS !!!
Ofcourse then there was this bit of anxiety .. uncertainity.

Anywayz the point is that I just don't like this. I love sleeping nowadays. Anything that keeps me away from that unnecassarily is simply not welcome ! But so twisted is the human mind that it just keeps on ticking even when u are screaming at it to stop.

Sometimes I seriously wish I could take my brain out of my head and keep it in the cupboard while I go to sleep ... But then I wudn't get those nice dreams ... :)
(life's always a trade off ... just like RA ;))

Thursday, August 03, 2006